Breaking the rules and Breaking patterns

Trials come in all shapes and sizes. From getting charged with a felony to upsetting your mother when you don't come downstairs on time, and today was just full of them! I have no idea how all of this fits together, or how terrifying it is when you think your life is over. I'm willing to quit doing anything illegal if it means I will never feel that way again. Worrying about whether or not my boyfriend is getting busted, or my best friend...or myself. Horrific events folks, horrific.

Let's be positive though, because after all life does has it's UPS and downs. I actually got to see my boyfriend for a decent amount of time, one on one. For once!!!!!! and may I just say, he will be the only reason I survive school this week. along with three of the best friends a girl could ask for. I have gotten so many videos, messages and calls of people saying how much they cherish my friendship. Well you guys are the earbuds to my ipod, the charger to my cell phone, the power behind my life. I love you all so dearly. : )