Repeative Nonsense

I often wonder why people repeat the same nonsense that troubled them in the first place? It just boggles my mind. No matter, it's none of my business so I'll just let it go.

Today the weather is so gloomy-it just gets to me. I mean we have 80 degree tanning days and then this no sun for the entire day The world is so fucked up.

Julia came over last night and we had plans to actually have a productive day. Get up by 9, visit Krystal and the baby, see the boys later in the day and eat dinner with my parents. Well things don't always happen like that do they. Sometimes, you get awakened at an ungodly time and you try to ignore it because you know you're parents said absolutely no in and out after 11. But you know that neither of you are the cold hearted so you go downstairs when you shouldn't. and it's still not enough because they still ask you to come out even though you already risked it by just walking down the stairs and opening the door...you just can't win.

You're always going to disappoint someone-you can choose whether it be you're family, you're best friend or a love affair. Someone's getting hurt. That's when priorities kick in : ]

I debate this in my head every minute of every fucking day. Yea it's great... throw in a boyfriend on top and it all gets more complicated. Yet I know it's worth it- from those text messages I get from her saying how fucking bored she is...to watching comedy central on a bigscreen tv for hours...to slumber parties that make you feel like your lives aren't falling apart. It really is worth it.

I promise... ; )