Breaking the rules and Breaking patterns

Trials come in all shapes and sizes. From getting charged with a felony to upsetting your mother when you don't come downstairs on time, and today was just full of them! I have no idea how all of this fits together, or how terrifying it is when you think your life is over. I'm willing to quit doing anything illegal if it means I will never feel that way again. Worrying about whether or not my boyfriend is getting busted, or my best friend...or myself. Horrific events folks, horrific.

Let's be positive though, because after all life does has it's UPS and downs. I actually got to see my boyfriend for a decent amount of time, one on one. For once!!!!!! and may I just say, he will be the only reason I survive school this week. along with three of the best friends a girl could ask for. I have gotten so many videos, messages and calls of people saying how much they cherish my friendship. Well you guys are the earbuds to my ipod, the charger to my cell phone, the power behind my life. I love you all so dearly. : )

Brandon Patrick, you just saved my life.

Brandon Garry: Best day of my life :)

I just came across that as a photo comment on my facebook. What was just another trip to la crosse for me...probably changed my exboyfriends life. It's amazing when you realize how connected everything is. Simple gestures, hugs, smiles...change people's days. I sometimes forget the impact I can have on people. I guess killing myself would be a bad idea. : )

Kickin' it...with Jesus

UMYS 2010-great speakers. bad food. great music. bad skits. great time

Silverline made the weekend pretty amazing, as I got Ryan (lead singers) autograph who doesn't think I'm a creeper : ) and watching Andrew (keyboards) dance like Hannah Montanna-what could be better than that.

Dr. Seuss really closed the weekend well, or should I say the woman that gave the final sermon.
you can't spend your whole life at UMYS or on Mission Trips~ you have to go be a disciple of Christ in placest not so pretty as your holy mountain. I wish I was that holy roller all the time

So I came home, spent Valentines day with like 7 of my friends and my boyfriend. watched wizard of oz and went on an adventure, cleaned up with caring friends and slept the day away. A pretty good use of a three day weekend I'd say.

God is Good-All the Time.

let's add a touch of illegal activity

My life is my life to be lived as I will live it. I will listen to your opinion, but not always your advice. I'm so sick of my so called friends crying over a little burned plant. It's not heroin, meth, or even acid. and STILL I get worried about and insulted and looked down upon. Earth to you, it's Winona. Everyone will try it. Some will do it. and Some will sell it. It's not the end of the world, or the end of my life. So suck it betches : )

However, I still respect your opinions. I dont' do drugs around my friends that don't like it nor anywhere near their houses and families. Winterfest will be a sober occasion, maybe a caffeine pill or two. 2:30, aspen's house for makeup. 4:00 Dani's house to get dressed and hair. 7:30 dinner with EVERYONE. 9:00 Dance. 12:30 Perkins. 7am Church. 1:00 Pork n Pops. a hectic few days. I hate being busy. also i've realized I hate going to parties. I'd rather have you all here. Eating my food and trashing my house, as strange as that sounds.

Homecoming? My last boyfriend ditched me for senior girls and was on drugs.
This time, a new boyfriend is going on drugs--hopefully he will actually spend (some) time with me. I'm not asking for miracles, just some slow dances. : )

I promise, I'm not obsessive like her. But I think about you all the time, Is that bad?<3